A little update

First let me thank all of you that have commented or contacted me with your words of support. As usual, I'm really, really touched by all of it. Thank you so much! I've only communicated with a few of you, because that's as much as I could handle yesterday. But seriously, thanks.

Unlike the other posts that drew out emotions from me and others here, this time it is an "event in progress".

Also, unlike those other posts, I can't write much about it, for a number of reasons.

One of which is now someone has this web address. I gave it to him so maybe he could understand me a little better.

And if he ever figures out how to cut and paste a url into the address bar, he might be reading everything here sooner or later. Or maybe not. He may not care.

But even if he never came here, the one thing I never wanted to do was intentionally hurt anyone close to me or put them in a bad light. So, I have no desire to share the dirty laundry in public.

However, I'm in enough of a... raw state that I will say this:
You probably have gathered by now that I've tolerated alot of things in my relationship with my "partner". Also, once the toleration was there, I did some of those things myself.

But there are some boundries that I can not accept being crossed.

One of them has been "No fucking around in this house. And please not while I'm IN the house."

Well, that boundry of simple respect got shat on nearly a year ago.

This one is bigger than that.

And it signifies either the end of something, or the beginning of something new.

I don't know what's going to happen.

I'm not in the horribly sad state.

Not yet.

Because I don't know where this is going.

Or maybe I do, and don't want to believe it.