Sunday, January 29, 2006

An unexpected post

Not what I thought I'd write about.

I'm not even going to write about it.

But I may find myself... after so many years... alone... in truth as well as in feeling.

My senses have been valid.
I knew things were off.
Something had changed perceptably.
It was an easy guess.

Is it that big a surprise?

So someday soon I may be an available person.

But, of course, even this is not clear-cut.

Regardless, I am dealing hard.

17 comments:

Sage said...

My thoughts are with you.

Six Shooter said...

Call me.

Scotty said...

Wow. That sucks. Thinking of you. E-mail me if you want to talk.

Will said...

It's never easy, no matter how long it can be seen coming. If talking on the phone or in person over a drink would help, just say the word.

Rey a.k.a. "Mr. Secret" said...

Oh crap, Atari... I'm really sorry to hear that. Seems like you have a great support group, but you know my number, you know where to find me.

Let me know if there's anything I can do.

jjd said...

likewise...

Scott E D said...

Sorry to hear man. I hope it works out.

Kelicious said...

BIG HUGS!!!!

Dave said...

I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.

DanNation said...

I'm sorry, buddy.

Sean said...

Atari- I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how you must feel right now. Judging by all the love and friendship being sent your way, I don't think you need to worry about being "alone". No one is really alone if they have caring people in their lives. I guess it's my long-winded way of saying that I care.

Atari_Age said...

Guys, thanks so much. You don't know how much I appreciate it.

I'm kind of dealing - I'm not in hysterics. It's a bit complicated and not completely clear how this is going to end.

We both care deeply, though. And we were both in tears last night. We're talking 10 years here. Not so easily dismissed.

:(

Spider said...

Like the other 12 guys before me - my thoughts are with you - it is never easy - take care of yourself FIRST and FORMOST... the rest will fall into place...

Six Shooter said...

Trust me, Atari. I know. Different situation, obviously ... but I'm all too familiar (recently) with that. In fact, it's still not really over.

Kelicious said...

10 years is a long time babe. I really wish you the best.

Joseph said...

I know this probably doesn't help, but let me know if I can do anything to help you. Digital Hugs.

The Persian said...

I'm so sorry buddy.

*Giant HUG*